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I have to admit that I am getting a little spring fever myself these days. It has been sunny and warm outside for the past few days. It feels like a little slice of heaven to be completely honest with you. I have been able to take advantage of the nice weather and take a nice long walk each day. I have been making a routine of taking a walk to feel healthier and get ready for the nicer weather. The main thing I have been obsessing over is getting my body ready for the dreaded bathing suit. This year is better so far than last. For the past couple years I have completely avoided the subject all together because I was WAY TOO overweight to feel right at the beach or the public pool. I am working hard this year and I already went out and bought the coolest bathing suit I have ever owned in my life. I cant wait to improve the look more as summer aproaches. I can actually look at myself in the mirror and not want to run away horrified by the rolls and bunches under the suit. It all comes down to whether or not I have respect for myself to obtain this important goal in my life. Some people think things like that dont matter in life, but to someone that has never experienced the joy of feeling good about herself in her own skin, it makes all the difference in the world.